Thursday, May 6, 2010

May-ness

I've been thinking a lot lately, but it's nothing I really want to share with the world at large at the moment (not to sound like a jerk or anything, of course ;)), which is why I haven't been blogging much. I think that I'm coming to the time when I'm transitioning from an adolescent into an adult...and it's quite funny, because the last time I went through major mental changes (from child to adolescent) was during May as well! May has always been a rather eventful month for me.

So things are changing, but in a good and interesting way. I'm feeling almost inundated with new thoughts, new feelings, new emotions...all I can do is give my heart to God and ask Him to guide me through this confusion. But the oddest thing is that I'm no longer afraid to grow up. Ask any of my friends...I've always basically been Peter Pan. When I was 8, I wished I was 5. When I was 12, I would have loved to still be 8. When I was 15, I would have given an arm and a leg to be 5...or 8...or 12...and to stay that way forever! But now I'm fine with the thought of growing up (even though it still freaks me out that I'll be a legal adult in a month and a year! Eeep!). It's so odd. Now the thought of being an adult, getting married, having a house, having kids, having responsibilities, getting my books published, which all used to strike terror into my heart, sounds absolutely awesome.

I just realized that I haven't been posting links to Ink and Fairydust! I must amend that...it keeps getting better and better!

I don't remember what the last issue I posted was, so I'll just start with January. I write under the pen name of Lady Blanche Rose.

January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010

Lady Rose invited me to the 31-Day Dress Dare on Facebook, which should be pretty easy since I wear skirts all the time anyway, but I joined to swell the numbers. ;) And since they invite people to blog about their experience, I thought this would be a perfect time to do a Week in Feminine Dress, which I've been wanting to do for a while now! So I'll start that on Sunday.

3 comments:

Katherine Sophia said...

growing up & may... I like this post, if only because I love this time in life. :) It's so exciting with God!

Jessica said...

Growing up is scary...still is but I am learning that God allows all things for good and that it is good to grow up and that it isn't all that bad in fact I think I am beginning to enjoy it most of the time. God bless you Lady Blanche Rose as you grow in HIM.

You have been awarded on my blog!

Jessica said...

Thank you for the link to the 31 day dress dare...I signed up.